Lord I don't know what's happening to me.
Am I so blind I cannot see?
I feel so scared and on my own.
I feel oh so very alone
I try so hard to draw near to you.
But that is something I cannot do
What is happening in my life?
All around trouble and strife
I have never felt so down.
No smiles left just a frown
My heart feels heavy and full of woe.
I have no more up and go
Is this some sort of attack?
Is it faith that I do lack?
Life goes on and times are hard.
From your presence I feel barred
The days go by and by.
And all I want to do is cry
Maybe I ask too much from you.
When your will I do not do
I expect you to do this and that.
And I'm using you like a doormat
Lord I feel so very low.
But through it all I love you so
Help me father I beg you please.
Here I am lord on my knees
Take me father as I am.
You’re the shepherd I'm the lamb
You accept me warts and all.
You still love me even when I fall
Show me father how to love you.
How to do the things I should do
God I just want to do your will.
In your presence let me be still.
